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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

7:20 AM

and i lie here in my room.
7 in the morning.
im cold. literally. shivering too.
lack of sleep. a definite yes.
i shan't complain tho.
alotta times, my mine keep thinking.
how many more times can the string tie, till the finger gets numb.
i dun wish to be numb.
i dun wish to not have a feeling.
i'm scared.
i'm scared that i get exhausted from pushing too hard.
it takes 2 hands to clap.
i'm willing to go the extra.
i'm willing to be exhausted.
i'm willing to sac.
again, it takes 2 hands to clap.
diversifying ain't no help to facing probs.
its like u want to shit but not looking for no toilet.
if ure successful in deluding urself to nt think bout the shit.
in reality the shits still there.
doesn't make sense. but its the real fact.
"if u don't deal with it, it keeps killing u a little by little"
a snipet from bob's song.
something to think about.
im very cold rite now. literally.
can't sleep no more.
lotsa words. just cant type it.
am i being dumb or wat?
haizzzz......
yes. questions questions questions.
LOVE ME U SAY.

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