my story... | my crap.

2007-02-02T03:36:00.000+08:00

yan's depiction of the current state
of ze blog.

how sad.

2006-12-24T11:36:00.000+08:00

celebrations are a little overrated,
haven you heard?
happy holidays everyone.

2006-12-21T10:45:00.000+08:00

2006-12-21T00:11:00.000+08:00

the wandering mind left its thought thousands of miles away.
its one big messy cloud now.

2006-12-18T00:20:00.000+08:00

helloe people.
meet miss chriqui.
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2006-12-06T01:45:00.000+08:00

i swear Closer is a fudging good movie.
it officially ranks in at one of the best movies i've seen.
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sadly after 5 days in Cairo, and adapting to the surrounding there,
i had to leave. so sad lah. coz Cairo eventually seemed nice.
and so, we made our way for the flight to London!
london beb!
this was even better den gulfair seh. believe it or not, this is the aerial shot of Stamford Bridge Stadium i took. and arsenal just drew yesterday. ha!
there was a full arc rainbow when we arrived!! where we lived. -
so at first i wasn't convinced when alon said London'll be all cold and stuff.
i had to eat my words when we eventually reached there.
the temperature when we reach was approximately ard 8-10 degrees c.
and cause its winter and all, it gets dark onli at 4plus!
so by the time i reached there, it was a matter of an hour before it got dark.
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the next day we made our way to central london.
specifically covent garden, trafalgar square etc!
and we visited river thames, big ben, london eye, tower bridge, london tower.
- the view from outside of my room

cool sak aku!

these are trafalgar square!

REAL LONDONERS DON'T FEED THE PIGEONS

~~me and Ben~~Ben and I.

tower bridge!

river thames. at the back is the boring london bridge.
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oh and to clear things up, the london bridge is nothing more den
a normal bridge. there's nothing special to it actualli.
it bears no real significance at all.
its just a plain white bridge and i felt cheated when i saw it! grr!
so much for the london bridge is falling down and all! hahaha.
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the third day, we went to hyde park.
its just so beautiful there!
nothing compared to the parks in singapore really.
theres so much peace and tranquility.
z`
the wonderful views of hyde park.nw thats serenity.

no i'm not a paedophile.they're just extremely cute.
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and we walked up to the famous builing in knightsbridge.
non other than Harrods!
ok lah, over there cannot afford the stuff.
the designer stuff and all. grr.

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and then we visited the orchard road of london, oxford street.
walked all the way to regent street and also picadally!
ok now i really see what these places look like.
if not i can only see them on those monopoly boards! heh. oxford street.
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the next day, we packed our stuff and headed to
waterloo train station for our trip to Paris!! bonjour!
we took the Eurostar train across the english channel there.
and boy it lived to its bullet train name.
goes up to 300km/h!

paris beb!
fast shit! no joke!

bonjour! welcome to paris gare du nord.
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as we didn't speak any french at all,
we had to find our own way throughout the metro trains.
thanks to the paris guide book and a handy map,
we managed to reach our hotel safely.
and as soon as we checked in, we went out again for our sight seeing.
we went to, let me put them in french, ekhem:
tour de eiffel, arc de triomphe, musee du lourve,
musee national d'art moderne, hotel de ville, notre dame de paris
and last but not least, le saint chappelle.
all of these within the night.
eiffel and i.
at the top.
along love and fath at arc de triomphe. my personal favorite, musee du lourve.
i literally fell in love at first sight with it.
its just such a beauty lah.
too bad i didn't get to go in. in other words,
i didnt get to see ze mona lisa.
or didn't i....
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second day of paris, we headed to disneyland.
apparently, i thought it wouldn't be any cold.
but i was proved other wise.
it was easily below 3degress c and i didnt have any jacket on. =/
i had fun tho. they really managed to bring out the kid in everyone there. =)

sortie is the most magical word in france. haha!

the castle damn big can?!
the genie damn cheeky lah.

look at her.she's never been happier before!!
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on the day we left left paris for london,
we headed to the places that we went on the first night in the morning.
its alot nicer as there were less people ard and we were able to appreciate it more.
its simply beautiful.

i love de lourve.urgghh

art students sketching ze building in the early morning.

notre dame.im the hunchback.
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i know its a cliche but its true when they say paris is beautiful.
the fact is, it really is.
everywhere u turn, there will be something that u can appreciate.
be it the buildings, the arts, and even the people.
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oh, and for the record, french girls are super cute!
classy and elegant lah. especially those on vespas! grr. heh.
im a sucka lah. =P
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the last glance of paris. =((
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krispy kreme.heh. just something random.
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and the last days were spent visiting the famous london team's stadium.
firsly is the Stamford Bridge of Chelsea.
the following day is the old Highbury and new Emirates Stadium of Arsenal.

chelsea the boo boo boys!
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next up is for pianto

the now defunct-tearing-down-highbury stadium

the all new emirates!
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now some random inflight pics.
i kinda like them realli.

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ouh, and i told u i saw ze mona lisa.....
nyehh! its an art piece from a showcase in london.
crazy stuff they got there. the pieces there are just amazing.
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so time pass by me during the trip quickly.
and before i know it, im back here sitting at home.
i miss london, but im gonna set my sights to return there.
hopefully i will.

2006-12-04T03:26:00.000+08:00

helloe fellow readers of my blog-the little numbers of u.
after being away for 2 wks, i'm back home.
and apparently, the body've yet to adjust to the differing time.
its only 7pm in london! boohoo!
and i had to go through 5 different time zones.
firstly -5hrs in bahrain,
then -6hrs in cairo,
then -8hrs in london,
then -7hrs in paris,
then -8hrs again in london,
and now back to sunny island singapore!
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travelling is great!
minus the hassle of getting on planes, immigrations, checks etc.
ouh and do take note: for anyone travelling in the future,
i personally feel that its best to avoid travelling on Gulfair.
its damn sucky lah. delay this, delay that.
and the leg room is freaking small lah.
can become claustrophobic sak. urghh.
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and so like the malay saying goes:
jauh perjalanan, luas pemandangan.
(faraway journey, vast sight)
ok go figure!
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so many things that's wanted to be typed out for the journey!!
but its virtually impossible to do so!
the sights, the sounds, the experience.
it was just unbelievable! too bad it had to end. boo!!
lets let the pictures do the talking from now on!
so brace urself for a picture filled post from here on.
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thanks to Gulfair, we missed our connecting flight,
from Bahrain to Cairo. so we got stay overnight for free in Bahrain!
Bahrain is one stinking rich country!!
the currency is even stronger than pound sterling!
1UKPoundSterling = 0.7BahrainDinar.
So dinner ther cost us only 1Dinar.
it looked cheap but the value is huge!!
so we had Hardee's(same as Carl's Jr but halal!) for dinner.
ouh and to add to Bahrain's rich-country status,
i easily spotted those posh cars like porshe and chrysler on the streets.
i was even amazed when i saw a corvette! theres none in singapore!

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we reached Cairo the following day,
and boy i tell u, the atmosphere is just totally way off.
the place is rather erm, not in a forward country condition.
theres no traffic lights on the roads!!
its amazing how the cars manouvere(correct or not ha?) themselves.
theres onli u-turns and roundabouts to guide them along the road.
they still use donkeys as transportation.
and outside of the place we stayed, theres a super oldschool bike!
its from the 1940's the owner said.

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so whats gg to Cairo, without visiting ze pyramids of Giza right?
we drove up and got the perfect sight of the 3 pyramids lined together.
enjoy!
--- the sphinx wanted to get a nose like MJ. instead he got this.
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its damn humongous lah.
amazing how they managed to built it. *in awe*
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ni gbr cam cool ah.
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we visited Alexandria for a night,
the place where ze lovely late sister studied.
here's Al-Azhar University campus for the female. I love u JaMok.
- this one is especially for the nyonya!
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on the last day of the stay in Cairo,
we visited Fayoum, which is some desert place.
the interesting part is that in the middle of the super vast desert,
it contains a HUGE lake, smacked right in the middle of it.
and there's also a waterfall, of which the water will flow to the lake.
its truly an amazing sight.
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all of us, including the grandparents as such,
somehow turned into kids at the sight of the sand dunes.
so everyone stepped out and had a photographing session.
the desert is so real, its exactly what we see in those documentaries.
nice!

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and that wraps up the Cairo leg of the visit.
need to get some rest.
will update again for the Europetrip!

2006-11-23T01:46:00.000+08:00

amidst the vast desert terrain,
with the towering pyramids surrounding me,
and the sphinx over looking me,
i managed to get an internet connection.
ok bye!

2006-11-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

so i'm done packing....

good bye singapore, helloe cairo!

and to the loveliest nyonya,
thanks for the lovely day. =)
p/s: u got ant on your neck.

2006-11-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

helloe. less than 72 hours till i'm off.
amidst the excitement and such,
it dawned on me that i'll be nyonya-less
for the whole of 2 weeks. again. =((

2006-11-09T12:21:00.000+08:00

pianto at his worst.

2006-11-08T08:38:00.000+08:00

ze excitinggg bike raya outing. yay.

2006-11-05T00:48:00.000+08:00

you bring out the best in me, like no one else can do.....
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thats why i'm by your side, thats why i love you.

2006-10-30T12:50:00.000+08:00

kental sak.

2006-10-19T23:52:00.000+08:00

maybe MUIS should impose the rulings,
similar to what they do in Malaysia.
that is - take actions on Muslims who do not fast,
and eat/drink/smoke in public like nobody's business.
it irks me to look at these people who still claims
themselves to be a muslim and yet do those stuffs.
the least they can do is respect the month.
still can be soo proud of themselves.
i'm so up for such rulings. very very much.
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the farbucks trainings have been great lately.
apparently, most of what they are emphasizing
are what i have been taught back in o'briens.
and to think back of the experience i had then,
it was one that was absolutely fantastic lah.
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from the annoying japanese kids asking for 'izeed mokka'
in the dead hours of 2 in the morning (damn annoying).
to the fellow indian tourists asking for vegetarian sandwich,
and yet insisting on adding tuna/chicken into them.
and when we inform them that its meat,
they will frantically tell us 'no meat. just vege. no meat.'
and shake their head slowly and give a stern face,
as though we are their child and we did something wrong.
waiting for the guys in the morning shift to come
and take over after our graveyard shift is done.
relaxing and sitting on the isqueeze during break.
the crappy 'unprep' jokes among the colleagues.
experimenting with the drinks. weird experiments.
and ending up draining em in the sink.
but best is meeting the 'interesting' customers.
too bad it had to end. sour. bah!
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mebbe at farbucks i'll get that experience once more.
we'll just see...
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the haze damn bad lah lately.
last time round, i couldn't even look across to jb.
all i could see was just white. literally.
and the weather have been slightly warm,
making last week of fasting rather challenging.
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maybe global warming is taking place
at an even faster pace than we even know.
i wonder 5 years down the road how the weather'd be like.
i don't even want to know.
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exactly 1 more month to afrika & europe.
yes?

2006-10-17T12:04:00.000+08:00

last night, i dreamt that i went to hong kong(WTF?!)
i dun even know what i was doin there.
there was ze sister and me.
so as we were walking along the roadside
and passing the foodstalls there,
i turned to ze sister and said,
"eh jom ah bukak gerai jual burger ramly"
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right after, ze mum woke me up for sahur.
talk about weird dreams sak.
i think its the cravings for burger ramly
and hence my sub-conscious mind have been
thinking alot bout it lately.
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school's great, what more with the relaxing timetable.
no school on most tuesdays,
and lotsa free time in the alternate weeks.
i've got a p/t job to spend the time on.
but the thing thats even better is that,
kevin balls is back with us for this semester.
wat a better way to graduate in the last semester.
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exactly 1 week to go to raya. its a flash lah.
so fast time pass by. unbelievably true.
and another 4 and a half months,
to smell the sweet breeze of a winter morning, once more.
its been 3 yrs and i can't wait for this one.
london awaits!

2006-10-04T13:59:00.000+08:00

and so the family went out together yesterday.
looked for our baju kurungs for the raya.
and as per normal, the siblings
will joke and gurau among each other.
indeed, there was laughter and smiles.
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but beneath the laughter and smile of mine,
there's just this sense of incomplete-ness.
it just wasn't like before anymore.
the gurau-an's still there but it's different.
something or rather someone was just missing from the picture.
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indeed it is.
your absence is the answer to it all.
there's that missing piece of jigsaw puzzle.
and nothing or nobody can fit its place.
there's still that empty piece in me,
which shall remain as it is.

2006-10-03T10:10:00.000+08:00

envy me please. ha!
its quarter pass 10 and im still in bed.
with the weather absolutely fantastic-
its raining = its super cooling, and nt to mention,
the sun's still not up yet!
with ze lappie on my stomach and mtv on the tv,
and im still on the bed,
it doesn't get any better than this!!!

2006-10-01T16:24:00.000+08:00

so its been awhile since i last blogged.
reason so being everytime start to type out a post,
9 times out of 10, i'll end up deleting them.
so right now, i shall make sure i do post one up.
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its been a week since we've started fasting.
and daaaaaayymm its passing by very very fast.
but i really like the fasting season.
there's the air of calm that can never be felt any other time.
and as a usual ramadhan, my day starts only in the night,
filled with late night meeting with fellow friends,
and not to mention the late night gaming.
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it irks me to see fellow muslims out in the streets,
eating and puffing away like nobody's business.
don't these people have any shame or dignity with them?
cause even by looking at these people, im very much ashamed.
ashamed at what people of other religions would think
of these 'muslims' eating and puffing in this holy month.
ashamed at how ignorant these 'muslims' are.
ashamed at how proud these 'muslims' are doing such deeds.
these are the people who tarnish the good name of the religion.
people of other religion will be going:
"and i thought its the fasting month. what are these muslims
doing eating and puffing away when its not time to break their
fast yet. strange"
shame on these people.
and when ramadhan comes to a close and syawal comes around,
these same people will gladly and proudly celebrate its arrival.
little do they know that the reason for the celebrations is
to celebrate the triumph of being able to fast for the month.
and how are these people to celebrate when they don't even
bother to fast in the first place in ramadhan.
such a disgrace. just a disgrace.
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after 18 gruesome weeks of attachments,
it finally comes to and end-something i was looking forward to.
nothing much to say bout the experience really.
just glad. more of very glad its over a done with.

goodbye office!
now back to hitting the books in a week's time.
no more waking up at 630am in the morning
(not dat i really do much of it actually),
no more battling the morning traffic,
say hello to a 5mins of journey to school.
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been having a very very blissful time lately.
as mentioned, the late nights with frens and the neighbour.
even more bliss is the time with ze nyonyaa.
time spent keeps getting better and better.
and i dun wish for it to end. not for a moment.
so i managed to convince her to get the entourage 1st season dvd.
look at the expression on the kids face when she got it.

mixed emotions i must say. ha!
hell, i for myself am in love with that show.
keeps getting better and better.
she got so carried away and........

sak ah disgusting seh.

2006-09-17T15:08:00.000+08:00

i love ze family + nyonya. alot.

2006-09-09T00:12:00.000+08:00

things are starting to brighten up it seems.
apart from having to push start ze car,
and dad being admitted to the hospital-
i wish him a speedy recovery pls.
i feel that things are turning out well.
and i am still feeling it.
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school's just round the corner and i cant wait for it.
no more waking up early and facing the morning traffic.
it'll be slower pace compared to now.
more of a relaxing one. hurhur.
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also to look forward to is the particular 2 weeks.
if all's well, i'll be hopping to 2 different continents.
cairo and london, await my arrival! =D
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and ouh, try picturing me,
with a stethoscope around my neck.
and a name tag which says Dr. Muhamad Rafii.
ha! its still a far cry but like confucious or watever said,
"a journey of a thousand mile starts with a step"
maybe, i just did. just maybe.
let's just see hw the future goes.
M.B.B.S = Mouth Big, Brain Small?? Sure nott???
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lastly, i hope dad would recover and come back quick.
i'm missing my sleeping kaki. =/

2006-09-04T22:21:00.000+08:00

after countless sleepless nights (actually 2),
and suffering the never ending torments.
i managed to scrap through.
never mind that i had only 9 hours of practice-
4hrs in the circuit for the courses,
and the other 5 hours on the roads throughout.
all these, squeezed 1 and half wk before the test.
talk about good luck! ha!
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how ironic it was, just like my first legal bike ride,
i did it on the other side of the causeway.
and i had the pleasure to drive all the way back home.
driving in jb was rather, erm, interesting.
it was kinda intimidating with all the big vehicles.
but i somehow managed to make my way through.
i had the first encounter with the checkpoint jam.
made me realise how inpatient some ppl can be.
ouh ouh and i had first hand experience on the expressway.
i did pretty well for a first timer, and had a smooth ride.
so, mr heng-the-grumpy-tester who scolded me
for driving oh-so-slow during the test,
you can eat your words!
"so slow how to drive at expressway? so scared one ah?
how to pass you like that? so slow"
bahhh!! hurhurhur.
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gonna miss that old bugger.
even though he was sucky,
and could be all ignorant.
but he's still my mentor.
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"super hantam hard hard"

2006-08-25T21:25:00.000+08:00

im grumpy as grumpy can get. grrrr.
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its easy to be in your shoes.
so fucken ignorant and couldn't care less.
all you do is yak on the phone continuously,
not even giving a damn of what's happening.
even if you do, it'll just be demoralising comments.
horses and bitches that's all you know.
doesn't really matter much to you does it?
cause at the end of the day,
you'll still pocket whatever gains you manage to reap.
the utter disgust is just unbearable.
its just inevitable i guess, and i'm ready to face it.
if your attitude stays indifferent,
it's as good as me jumping off a building.
then again, i'll just pick myself up.
and maybe try my luck again.
AND. YOU. CAN. SUCK. BALLS. FUCKER.
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ouh and since i'm in this grumpy mood, let me continue.
are singapore viewers deaf or are they deaf?
week after week, the unlikely contestants fall out.
i can't believe how a mr gomez is still in the competition.
and its in the final 5 should i mention.
week after week, he's croaking so-called 'songs'.
i can swear that a frog sounds much more decent.
and week after week, he scraps through the cut.
how sad to call it a singing competition,
when the contestants obviously doesn't have such talent.
stupid young kids have nothing better to do with their money.
probably they should close their eyes and open their ears.
then they would realise what mistake they've made.
such a pity, really really such a pity.
so who is having the last laugh now?
not the particular mr gomez nor his fans.
not mr gomez's haters nor this grumpy blogger.
rather, the producers/creators of the show.
i bet they are behind closed doors,
counting the profits they've made through the votings,
and laughing their ass off thinking how silly
us viewers are, voting for singing, rather, croaking contestants.
ha! scrreeeeeww it!!!
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and im so missing my ze bike.
fuck u driver(s).

2006-08-21T23:34:00.000+08:00

just when i thought i had seen the silver linings,
the cloud turned grey all over,
vanquishing the calm and assurance i thought i had.
ze bike is still not ready yet,
let alone the multiple checkups that i still have.
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speaking of checkups,
i almost, ALMOST, got a 7 days MC from the doctor.
it was right in front of me, the printed MC.
i was more than glad to just accept it.
just then, the doctor took a look at the record and
saw that previously i had 5 days MC.
eventually, he took the MC back and printed a new one.
instead of 7 days MC, i got 7 days light duty,
and ended up with just the day off. urggh.
the utter disappointment.
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attendance at work have been rather poor lately.
and i'm kinda worried by it.
for all the troubles that i've gone through,
all i can do is cuss that damn driver.
there's nothing more that i can do.
screw you mr bad driver.
GGGRRRRRRR.

2006-08-18T20:27:00.000+08:00

its been a rather tumultuous 2 weeks for me.
everything have been messy and topsy-turvy.
of the 10 working days, i turned up only for 3 and a half of em.
1 half day, 2 leaves and 3 days of mc.
(I was on mc for 5 days including the weekends)
it was an extremely hectic time for me.
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ze bike is more or less ruined.
gone is the body kit and the brake levers.
what more the only barely 6 month old paintjob.
it was indeed a heartwreck looking at the state of it.
let the pictures speak for itself.

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one word of advice to anyone out there is:
leave these situations to the authorities.
let them handle it. it'll be waaayyy better.
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this experience have been asking alot of me.
it got to a point that i felt very very low.
it had literally drained the life out of me.
so much so that i couldn't care bout anything else.
but all throughout the 2 weeks,
there's one person who's stood by me.
encouraging me when i felt like in the dumps.
lifting my spirits when i was worrying my ass off.
giving me the assurance that i was looking for.
thank you love,

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EH SALAH!

2006-08-07T21:47:00.000+08:00

attachments have been sucking the energy out of me.
that made me wonder if i will ever be ready for the real world.
as for now, i doubt i am ready for it.
i still want to enjoy life and fool around. hurhur.
maybe i should continue with a degree. lets calculate.
finish diploma - 20
finish ns - 23 (more or less)
finish degree - 26.
now tell me when'll i get married and make babies. hmmmm.
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somehow, the blogging mood is gone.
ok bye.

2006-07-31T10:29:00.000+08:00

so near yet so far.
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so sweet yet so bitter
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so heartening yet so disappointing

2006-07-24T23:48:00.000+08:00

and afterall, you're my wonderwall.

2006-07-22T07:51:00.000+08:00

its 730 in the morning and i can't get back to bed.
the nyoya is pathetic lah. she dun wanna layan me.
but then again, if she'd call me at 7 in the morning,
i won't talk to her even. i'll just grunt and put down the phone.
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just a random statement.
i have a friend who goes by the name of Shrek.
which parents would wanna name their child that?
a big fearsome ugly green ogre. haha.
but i doubt that's his real name er.
Muhammad Shrek or Muhammad Ashrek or
Syed Al-Shrek or Muhammad Mushrek.
Gosh im beginning to wonder if Shrek
the real ugly green ogre is of a Malay descent now.
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ouh and just for the sake of it,
my name is Muhamad Rafii Bin Ahmad.
its not johan or johari or any jo(insert word that fits)
i think at this point of time right now,
more than half of the people who know me don't
even know my name. its either they know me as Joe,
which are mostly the friends, or Adik by the family/relatives.
even if the relatives do know my name, they tend to
modify and alter it into some alien-ish name like
Rapoe (pronounced as Ra-pore-E), or
Rapii (pronounced as Ra-pea-E), or
Rafek (pronounced as Ra-fek), or even worst,
Ame (which is not even my name but my brother's!!).
After they've made a mistake in calling me those weird names,
they will go back and play safe by calling me Adik.
imagine there's like some incident involving myself.
and like the authorities can only identify me as my real name.
that means more than half of the people i know,
wouldn't know it was me if someone were to inform them.
how terrible is that??? ok guys take note ok.
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and just for the record, i freaking miss CPTC.
i dunno why, especially the auditorium/lecture theatre.
it is like the most perfect place to get a nap.
cooling temperatures, perfect lighting and a comfy seat.
who wouldn't fall asleep in that conditions?
and the soccer alley and the instructor and the horrible food.
oh pump P-101A, remember what fun we had together.
oh column C-100, remember that fateful evening?
where i climbed on you and we were swaying together,
in harmony and in unison with the wind blowing into our face
and the sun setting into the horizon, leaving just
both of us together under the star glazed sky.
ok that doesn't seem right somehow. =/
oh CPTC i miss you lah, do you miss me too?
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this is ze soccer alley. and the bright light at the back is exxon's flare.they had a plant upset and had to chuck eveything there.it was reported to release smokes of up to Ringlemann 891551.and if i'm not mistaken, they were fined $90843297590179051 for that. joking lah. im bored. nyonya's not up. damn her.

2006-07-19T20:00:00.000+08:00

so shoot me.

2006-07-18T12:31:00.000+08:00

everyone, say helloe to Kate. :))
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2006-07-16T19:37:00.000+08:00

i was damn happy lah that Valentino Rossi
won the German Grand Prix.
and i was looking forward to yet another Rossi
trademark celebration that he always does.
den after he crossed the chequered flag,
the press and photographers crowded around him.
and he was blocked from the camera view.
den when it was clear,
rossi was wearing an Italian football team jersey.
i was like thinking lah, "eh quite cool ehk, celebrate italy's win"
apparently the jersey got number. it was 23.
quite familiar lah Italian jersey no. 23.
den like i think and think and think kan.
but still i can't figure out who is no. 23 for Italy.
after he stopped the bike and got off it i saw the name on the jersey.
it was Materazzi's. basketball, i was cursing after that seh.
why, of all people, must he wear that evil guy's jersey.
the nerves of him wearing it sooo openlyy!!!! grrrr.!!
nevertheless, i still love him. no im not gay.
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and what's even better is that F1 is up next.
its like back to back racing action sak!!
motoGP den F1 Grand Prix.
how great can my sunday get?!?!!
ok it'd be better if the nyonya's here lah.
but still, its damn gooooodd lahh. ho ho ho.
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and im f-ing lazzyyyy to go to work tomm lahh.
why can't the place be at yishun or sembawang or amk?
kan easier for me. and some other as well.
go put far far for what seh. assessss.
ohhh soooooo lazyyy lahhh.
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ok to prove that i'm not gay despite my 'love' for rossi.
i shall openly declare that i prefer a girl on a bike,
just like this one below.

this is despite the fact that she's a nyonya. oh wells...

2006-07-10T19:31:00.000+08:00

Dear Personal Satisfaction,

I think you should take a back seat. I really mean it.

Yours Truly,

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so many good movies coming up!!
Click, The Devil Wears Prada, Nacho Libre and Boo.
these are the line-ups that interests me. for now. heh.
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Click is one of those adam sandlers comedy.
a must watch for me i guess.
adam sandler's never let me down in a comedy.
i think the last adam sandler movie i watched was The Longest Yard.
so Click would be rather nice i guess.
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The Devil Wears Prada seeemms interestinnggg.
i know nuts bout the movie but i know its an adaptation of a book.
cause i've seen it alot of times at the bookstore.
ouh and i think it's gonna be interesting cause the
lead actress' the girl acting in Havoc and Princess Diary.
ooooooooo hard and pointy nippies. hahah, i sound pervertish.
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next is Nacho Libre.
just 2 things to say about this movie.
jack black's in it & the producer that made Napoleon Dynamite,
made this movie as well.
rather interesting i might say.
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lastly is Boo.
caught the trailer and i must say it's rather eerie.
its gore movie meets some scary shiet.
there's a scary clown in it as well. =/
i dun fancy clowns much really.
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5 days to soccer.
yay-nesss!!

2006-07-07T23:36:00.000+08:00

helloe.
im now sooo f-ing in love with the 147s and 206s.
they are gorgeous lah!! grrr. go figure!!.
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oh and let it be known that i freaking hate
drivers who tailgates. regardless, on me or others.
when they don't get through, they either get closer or high beam.
impatient bastards.
i think they are responsible for deaths on the road.
how fast can they react should anything happen to the front vehicle.
especially if its a bike. its as good as gone.
this ppl should learn it the hard way.
then they'll know the consequences of it.
goshh. talking about these people also piss me off.
screw these impatient bastardss!!$%^&*^##!!!!
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oh and while we're at the topic of drivers, let me just say this.
im not trying to be sexist or anything, but judging by experience,
it seems that some portion of the women are really bad drivers.
i shall not elaborate much on it but it gets sooo bad that
i've seen another driver show the middle finger to the female driver.
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its the weekend once more.
the weeks keep coming by very fast.
before i know it, i'll be back in school.
thing is, i like the attachments. i don't wanna go back school.
how ehk? so sucky lah.
and i still think ns is a waste of time. bleargghh.
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for everyone's information,
nyonya aka dian sarah
(its supposed to be the other way round er)
is by far the best worms player. not.
i mean like i've been victorious 35125161 games on the trot.
soooo much for being the contendor.
faaaaaaaaaattt hope! hu hu hu!
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erm, i think liv tyler is damn hot lah.
ok correction. liv tyler is damn hot!!
ok bye!

2006-07-06T02:57:00.000+08:00

it felt good to be riding with ze brothers.
the 3 of us, including some friends as well.
there's that sense of unity among us.
i can't really describe it but the feelings good. :)
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ad·dic·tion ( P ) Pronunciation Key (-dkshn)
n.
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The condition of being habitually or compulsively
occupied with or or involved in something.
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I'm addicted to you.

2006-07-03T09:57:00.000+08:00

helloe.
im at work.
and work is done.
in other words, work is done. yes.
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and so, saturday was faezah's b'day bbq pit.
it felt good to meet up with z guys after so long.
it seems like the bbq's the only time we ever meet.
really felt like the old times back then. heh.
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sunday was family-eating-out day.
the occasion : z parents' 32nd anniversary.
z dad planned the whole thing by himself.
the best part is, he even surprised z mum with a gift.
its not just an ordinary gift lah. worth quite alot in fact.
but monetary factor aside, the emotional value was what counts.
the fact that he took initiative and surprised z mum was rather moving.
and to think that after 32 years, z dad still does these things for z mum,
boleh tahan romantic gak lah parents aku nie. hehehe.
now i know where i got those *ekhem* romantic genes from. *eye roll.
hohoho. they are sooo like my idol now lah.
like z mum said, "ini semua kene banyak besabar" : "these things requires alot of patience".
apparently, z mum ditched z brother's car for dad's not-so-old trusty bike.
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ok. z parents are somehow "attached" to the nyonya.
the last time round z family went out for outing to the zoo,
z mum scolded me for not asking the nyonya along.
i mean like helllooooo??? how'd i know. its a family outing afterall.
and yesterday when z dad called to inform bout the eating out.
before i could ask anything he told me to bring the nyonya along.
therefore, i conclude that z parents are in a way "attached" to her. =/
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i don't know why but theres a sense of satisfaction and delirium
whenever i ride through the benjamin shears.
the scenery and view is just wonderful.
so peaceful yet very captive.
i'm just fazed by it and enjoy going through it.
another reason for it must be cause z dad used to ride me there,
back in the younger days of mine.
we will start somewhere from keppel there and up the bridge.
he will point to me to the tall skyscraping building at the CBD area
and also where the esplanade and fullerton now stands.
(i actually can't remember what was there before this)
like the naive little boy, i would gawk in awe at the wondeful scenery
of the colorful lights lining the tall buildings.
and the fact that we were no longer on land,
rather up exactly on the river mouth,
not to mention we are so high above it,
makes the experience back then a satisfying one for me.
up till now, the sensation still lives in me. heh.
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ouh ouhh.
and and and i loveeeee ridingg through the CBD at night,
particularly on a sunday night that is.
when the is no work/business, and i realli mean zilch, going on.
the place would be like a ghost town, or should i say ghost city.
u would feel kinda inferior riding through the tall buildings,
with u being so soooo small and stuck in between them.
and since there's no cars around, u can have a leisurely time passing through.
its like super cool lah. those kinda sensation you can't really explain.
u'd have to experience it to really understand. hoho.
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oh.. and what's up with motorists, riders and drivers alike,
throwing out cigaratte butts on the road while riding/driving.
basket sak. if they wanna smoke then put off the cigaratte in their own car er.
instead, they throw it out of their windows like nothing like that.
imagine while riding and a still lighted cigaratte fly right into the eye.
tell me what will happen next. goshh. these people are so irresponsible.
probably the goverment should tackle this problem first,
instead of the no-smoking-at-eating-places thingie. oh wells.
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and lets hope i pass z tp.
so that i can drive drive ard.
then next time can finally drive down to albany.
heh. fat hope.

2006-06-20T19:06:00.000+08:00

its been almost 6 months since.
not a day goes by without you running through my mind.
your face keep lingering in my head, that calm smile of yours.
in the morning, in the day, before bed, even in my sleep.
i just can't stop thinking bout you, and would never want to.
call me living in the past but i've yet to come to terms.
i've yet to swallow everything, not that i don't want to.
not getting to see you for the last time doesn't help either.
i still feel that you're in that distant land. but fact is, you're not.
and the fact that i don't see you anymore is too hard to accept.
some regret still burdens me on these shoulders.
and they shall remain likewise forever i guess.
i just miss you so much... i miss you...... only God knows.

2006-06-10T10:23:00.000+08:00

first and foremost.
to be honest, i dun fancy hoobastank.
they are sucky, i feel.
especially the vocals, doug.
not only does he looks weird,
he doesn't sound good to me either.
his live voice sounds so fake and erm, unsoothing
he's trying sooooo hard to produce a nice voice.
its as though his voice is only nice on cd.
its what they call the term "studio voice" if i not wrong.
his voice is edited to sound "nicer"
urrrrgggghhhhhhhh.
-
did you know that crude oil cost 70US$/barrel?
which makes it 44UScents/litre.
convert it to local, its 70Singcents/litre crude oil.
the petrol i fill, Shell V-power, costs $2/litre before discount.
from a source, i found out the govt tax makes out to 15%.
after deduction of the absurdly large govt tax,
the petrol will cost $1.70/litre.
and after the 10% discount they give,
my supposedly Shell V-power would cost $1.53.
that is a staggering 50cents/litre difference!!
do u know how much difference that is??
a full tank of mine is around 15 litres which costs $30.
but with the "original" price, it would go for $22.95.
thats a $7 difference mine you!!
i could fill another 4.5 litres more with the "original" price,
or i could fill another 3.5 litres with the current one.
on another note, if anyone's noticed, we can roughly
estimate the cost of refining the crude oil into petrol.
since the crude oil price was 70cents/litre,
and the processed petrol is at $1.53/litre,
that amounts to 83cents to refine 1 litre of crude oil.
BUT, these refining company need to run on profits.
and since these company earn so damn much,
i assume and think that the cost of refining crude oil
would be way lesser than 83cents.
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not to mention, the end products of refining crude oil
is not only just petrol but theres other products as well.
lubricants, bitumens, marine products etc etc.
no wonder these companies are stinking rich. gosh.
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whoever created mtv is the most fucken cool guy lah.
mtv is by far the bestest channel ever to roam tv land.
i so can't have tv without mtv seh. thank goodness for them.
mtv fucken rocks my balls. bleargh.
and i haven subscribe for world cup yet. shit. okbye.

2006-06-08T18:29:00.000+08:00

helloe.
today was a rather wet day. literally.
apparently, i didn't bring my raincoat along.
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and so, what do you get if u put a wet day,
with not bringing along raincoat together.
fucking soaking clothes, that's what you'll get.
i had to camp in the toilet for half an hour (i actually dun mind staying longer)
to try to dry my clothes. (note: try)
and given the fact that the toilet don't have any hand dryer,
it made the task something next to impossible.
eventually, i went into the office still wet.
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it got realli cold (what more with the wet clothes)
that my nipples literally protuded out.
a definite eyesore i must say.
not to mention that it was rather painful.
it felt as though the nipples were gg to explode anytime soon.
gosh, the agony i had to endure.
i had to keep pushing it down to tame it.
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i didn't know that the word bitch can be used so openly.
there's even a column on weekends named after it.
and so while we are at the topic of bitching,
i might as well practicalise it. (if theres such word)
i dun like people who how should i put it, act mcm paham.
these people disgust me in fact.
the very fact that they think (note:think)
they know EVERYTHING clearly says otherwise.
they act as though they know everything there is in this world.
like for example, if you were to talk about issue A.
the person will try to churn out anything they know (or they don't know)
about that issue. but half the time, or maybe more,
what they say are utter rubbish and don't relate at all.
but they, having the character that they have,
thinks that they are right, and in their mind, they feel good
for "knowing" that particular issue and getting to contribute.
i, being the kind soul i am, would just absorb
whatever shit the person would say and not say out
if the person is right and or wrong.
it so f-ing irks me whenever this happens. which is everytime.
and whenever these people talk about something,
they speak as though its a matter of life and death.
like how delon would put it "so semannggat".
once again, as the kind soul, i would sit and listen.
and nodding. and nodding. and nodding.......
these mcm paham people also thinks that everything
revolves around them. like everything that is associated to them
is considered VERY important. anything they do is
VERY important. anyone should get the drift somehow.
they will eavesdrop other peoples conversation and nose around,
and then talk about the stuffs that they hear about.
and once again, they will talk as though the thing
is of soo soo utmost importance. *sighhh.
so yup, thats that.
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so its the weekends in 1 days time.
ouh, my well deserved weekend.
it seems that working in office hours makes my life so routined.
wake up at 630, go out at 7, lunch at 12, go home at 5.
go home straight, and have dinner.
after which, i will go out to meet up with frens, or stay home.
i swear i can't go on like this.
and to think that its only the 2nd week,
and i have like 16 more weeks to go before everything ends.
what ever happened to pumps and valves and pipes.
i have to say i miss the CPTC trainings.
it was so much better last time.
less worries, less boredom, less serious. more fun and laughter.
but oh wells, life's not all about laughter and fun.
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its kinda random and all but the nipple is still kinda painful.
and i f-ing love mtv. thank goodnes for them.
ok bye.
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*note to self: bring a fucken raincoat tomm to avoid nipple-ache.

2006-06-07T10:40:00.000+08:00

i'm at work now and i'm F-ing bored.
theres nothing to do now. gosh. =//
anyways, can someone get me one of this?
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if not, this will also do.

thankk yous.

2006-06-05T00:14:00.000+08:00

back to work then. =//
but i dun wanna.

2006-06-04T14:45:00.000+08:00

the difference between a man and a woman -
the former takes 5 minutes to get ready, the latter takes 50.

2006-06-03T16:21:00.000+08:00

a thought came crashing to me yesterday.
we, humans, are the cause of our own deaths in this age.
i'm saying this in reference to the article in the new paper yesterday.
the one about road kills in m'sia.
one line stated something like 200,000 people (or was it 20,000)
were killed last yr in road accidents.
and the report mentioned that most of the accidents occured
because of the driver/rider's own carelessness.
in other words, these people themselves put their life at risk.
driving at ridiculous speeds, and not following proper road regulations.
obviously, the goverment or people in charge who came up
with these regulations and road rules must have a reason for them.
like why you can't over take, why you should slow down,
why you shouldn't travel beyond a specific speed limit and etc.
the reason so being that these people wants to have safe roads.
however, personally, i feel disgusted and pissed when i hear about these
freakish road accidents involving selfish road users who thinks
the roads are made just for them and hence they can just do anything,
as and when they feel and want to. and because of these people,
other innocent road-users, who are not at fault, will end up in the same fate,
or at times even worst. i, for myself, am a motorist and is at risk of these situation,
and so this explains the worry and the writing of this particular post.
so for all the road users, be it current or in the future, do think twice, or thrice even,
when all of u wanna beat the amber light or the blinking green arrow,
or when u wanna speed or overtake when situation doesn't permit to.
cause u dun wanna be one of the millions who lost their lives for being reckless on
the roads. and also, not to mention, no one wants to lose a loved one.
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on a lighter note, its the long awaited weekend now, after the first wk of attachments.
my goodness, i so deserve my good rest over the weekend.
so much for learning soooooo many things back in sch and in CPTC.
but i ended up doing deskjob for the company.
like filing documents, printing here and there, and scanning things.
the usual office things. my goodness. what happened to pipes, valves, pumps etc ????????
SO much for being a chemical student. BLEARGHHHH.
the best part of the week was that i had to photocopy a pump's operating manual.
the catch? it contained over 80+ pages not to mention the other documents like the
dampener and the MSDS sheets for the lubricants.
how great can that get? oh wells.
lets see what the second week will have in store for me.
and i wonder how the backside boys are doing. hmmmmmmmm.
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for now, i guess i'll just unwind for the weekend with the nyonya.
my sweetest addiction. =)

2006-05-24T22:39:00.000+08:00

after all the yakking and what not,
it seems that all of it are zilch and bogus.
ouh i should've known better than to go along.
oh wells. once bitten, twice shy.
droogs whatever shat.

2006-05-22T21:57:00.000+08:00

CPTC shift training was uber fun!!
particularly, the night shift.
undeniably tiring, great company kept me gg,
all the way to the morning.
troubleshooting was more of a game of treasure hunt.
and it was fun while it lasted!
but the highlight of the night have to be the game,
Win, lose, u still have to draw.
had lots and lotsa of laughter then.
drawings ranges from old-chang-kee to kiss-my-ass,
to im-not-fat to delon-love-shing.
there were also lotsa drawings of famous ppl like
yan, the infamous tammy, SIA girl, yan, the stranger,
boon and yy, yan, dennis and the 30 illegal immigrant.
but the famous of all people HAVE to be the one, the only....
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RONALDHINOT!!!
right guys?
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im so gonna miss CPTC. =//

2006-05-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

knock knock,
who's there?
guess,
guess who?
GUESS WHO?!!
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get me one of these. please.
the tee i mean.

2006-05-14T01:29:00.000+08:00

and so, The Reds clinches the FA Cup for the 7th time.
another glorious comeback yet again.
this is by far one of the best game ever!!
ooooooooooohhh!! the excitement!
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somehow, just somehow,
i miss the ride to jurong island and back.
and somehow, after a month of KJE-ing to and fro almost everyday,
going CTE-ing once in awhile feels kinda different. in a way.
but im definitely gonna miss the route to jurong island after the training is over.
oh welllss.
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i wonder what's so hard doing favours for others.
as though i've asked so much when someone asks me for one.
screw them. blearrghh.

2006-05-11T10:08:00.000+08:00

people bear responsibility for their own actions.
for they, for themselves, choose to do so.
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-and i heard em say.

2006-05-11T00:07:00.000+08:00

fuck it la.
screww everythingg.
urgggghhhh!

2006-05-04T09:40:00.000+08:00

cool shit guys!!!!
lets bring this on the CPTC court,
and show others what the SCL Champs are made of!
Joga Bontot.
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2006-05-03T21:05:00.000+08:00

its bad enough the lappy's down.
and now the hp's gone out cold too.
urrghhhh. what next then????!
-
just the perfect way to end a rather bad day.
put flu medication and soccer under the sun together,
and what do you get?
a throbbing migraine and feeling all nauseous.
i was erm, few *dunno* away from puking. urgh. the horror.
thank goodness for paracetamol.
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and worst still,
after all the hardwork, dedication and effort put into the logbook,
all i got was a pathetic B. MY GOODNESSS!!
and i put so high hopes on it after spending the weekends on it.
urrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhh!!!!!
the utter frustration!!!
and to think how the guys can write compo-like reports
and things like 'i think he(our instructor) knows where it is located,
but he act like he didn't so that he would make us find it'
in the log book questions myself on the effort that i should put into doing it.
for the next one, im just gonna screw it and just hand in crap.
grrrrrr. screw the training centre mann.
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and also, i just found out that the trainings onli sum up to 20%
of the overall grades for this sems. oh how great is that??
and i thought i could work my ass off for this training and get good grades,
but it would just amount to a mere 20%. wohooooo!!
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i need hugs and cuddles. badly.
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on a lighter note, i feel proud.
i feel proud that a fren of mine would be famous one day.
he will be the talking point among many singaporeans.
he will be the buzz of the netizens.
he will be the next hottest property ever.
he is Yan NYP!!! WOHOOOOOO!!!!!!
*note that the title is somewhat familiar. yes ppl, it is what ure thinking of.

2006-04-30T00:44:00.000+08:00

to the sweetest nyonya,...

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"Running"
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Run
Running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side
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Me
I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most
I'm so sorry that I'm falling
Help me up lets keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love
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Running, running
As fast as we can
Do you think we'll make it?
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated
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Be
Be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don't stop inspiring me
~~Sometimes it's hard to keep on running~~
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up.
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.....with lots of hugs and tickles. =)

2006-04-21T22:19:00.000+08:00

jurong island galore!!!!
4 more weeks of erm, fun?
theories aside, pracs are quite tolerable.
but all those darn questions from 'inquisitive' minds,
don't really help make the lesson more erm, 'fun'.
come monday, we'll climb the distillation column.
hopefully it won't become the leaning distillation column tower. =/
but the stay there wouldn't be interesting if not for
the peoples like GOM, Monster, Mr Low (pronounced as yellow).
and also the random kickings of the balls. yes balls.
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and the backside boys have another master plan in mind.
a side project from Crossroads.
we have plans to open up, Club Deluge.
for those who knows what deluge is, pretend u guys duno k.
and for those who don't. ya, do anticipate. =))
yan kau leh jadi bouncer.
pakai coveralls jage pintu k?
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and f*ck it the notebook's down!!!
how am i gonna live without itt!!!
how am i gonna get it fixed???!
how this, how that, how this, how that???
*lights cigaratte and throws into plant.
apis should noe this. hoho.

2006-04-03T16:30:00.000+08:00

and so, she's left.
and as everyone knows, parting is always hard.
2 wks without her would be..... i'd rather not say. =(

2006-04-02T03:06:00.000+08:00

i hereby declare that i will be missing
Dian Sarah aka the nyonya aka martopo.
and hence, i hereby declare that
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i f*cken loves you. =)

2006-03-31T11:45:00.000+08:00

do u know the feeling of the 'withdrawal symptoms'?
the one u feel when, after spending a long time with someone,
then u part wit him/her after that period of time.
they should make a remedy or medicine for it. hoho.
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and so, like the going goes,
2's a company, and 3's a crowd.
2 being the kotai and the nyonya.
yayyyy. *throws confetti and refrigerator.
and pianto, no, caucasian do not, i repeat, do not,
jump under that circumstances

2006-03-23T15:55:00.000+08:00

fucken bored to the power of 7! (7 factorial)
yes, like "7!, please come down! u didn't check blindspot."
yeahh.

2006-03-17T23:45:00.000+08:00

fiction galore!
to while my time away.
until i get a job.............. i think.

2006-03-17T11:06:00.000+08:00

and so we covered north south, central and east Singapore
from hougang to changi village to tampines through ecp to tanjung rhu.
up the benjamin shears above the skyline, into the cbd,
and through the bustling orchard road.
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from scrumptious nasi lemaks to cool ice kachangs.
air hockeys and and hoola hoops.
sitting by the windy river taking in the splendid view.
a sight of the lighted skyline, and passing through the office buildings.
the lights and sounds of town.
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all this in a day. and time is running short still.
2 weeks to go before the nyonya leaves me. =/
sounds so dramatic but ya, she's leaving me. =//
not that kinda leaving leaving me. but ya.
and the nearer the date is, the more i long to spend with her with.
oh wells, time won't wait for me.
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need my dose of backside boys. all 5 of em.
everytime the hols kicks in, all of us go MIA.
and that is so so wrong. damn u guys.
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i swear 2006 is the year for wonderful movies.
MI3, The Da Vinci Code, Ice Age2
The Fast & the Furious: Tokyo Drift (if im not wrong this yr)
and some more i think..... yeah!.
but damn i'm looking forward to The Da Vinci Code.
wohooooooo!
-
ouh and for everyone's information.
the nyonya is kental. hoho. =D

2006-03-04T15:10:00.000+08:00

pardon me for the temporary desertion of this blog.
but i am now back to stay. hoho. =)
-
first and foremost, exams are over.
in other words, no more books for alot of months.
industrial training and then attachment's up.
but that aside, it's time for post exams celebration.
let the pictures do the talking ey.
-

-
seoul garden galore, pianto's belated 19th birthday dinner.
we pigged and let gluttony let the best of us that night. =/
ouh and millions of thank-yous to ADIK Nadia for that night as well.
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nxt up was the class bbq.
it didn't began well because of some reason.
but eventually it turned out well.
ended up only 4 of the 5 backside boys stayed over.
(apparently the other one didn't even turned up. =/)
-

-
lethargy and sleepiness almost got the best of us.
but we supported each other to get throught the night,
by eating and drinking and eating and drinking and eating and drinking.
and some footie a little here and there. (i wnt more motion soccer.)
and by the weird tapping game which included doing stupid forefeats(??).
ouh ouh ouh and,
(insert own verse)
(insert own verse, which rhymes)
wake me up,
when 4.59 ends.
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hell lotsa fun with all those crap,
and the morning shits.
rabak berak tak ajak.
-
and a late congrats to apis for passing his tp,
making him the elite few ppl who pass once. hoho. ;)
u are now a qualified rider.
-
APA PISS???!? SAPPP TETEEEEKK!!!!

ok bye.

2006-02-01T02:00:00.000+08:00

To die and part is a less evil; but to part and live,
there, there is the torment. ~George Lansdowne =(

2006-01-22T23:09:00.000+08:00

its been 552 hours plus since.
and the whole of singapore knows.
oh wat do u noe, life still goes on.
-
He loves u more. He loves u more indeed.

2006-01-18T23:10:00.000+08:00

let's track back to a yr ago.
*weird swooshing swisshing sound*
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there was that asssssshuuulllllll baby.
that marked the start of something beautiful.
chedebahh. emo sia!
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and its only the beginning of things to come.
yes. just the beginning. =)
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anyhoots.
happi barfdae to the *drum rolls*...........
....nyonyaaaa!! *throws confetti and watever is in the hands*
bestest of luck in the future and may ur wishes come true.
insya-allah.

uve transformed throughout from being an innocent child....

.....to being a mad woman. hoho.

more or less like that. =)

ok bye.

2006-01-15T09:28:00.000+08:00

its missing someone, to a whole different level.
its so bad it haunts. =(
only He knows it.

2006-01-01T10:16:00.000+08:00

happy new year everyone.
or so it seems.
-
2005 seemed to wrap up in a fashionable way.
ask anyone and they'd say 2005 was a blast.
my honest opinion was that 2005 was magnificent.
the year full of laughter and happiness to look back upon.
especially the month of december, where i mature with age
and when we welcome the new year.
but december this year is one to remember, for life.
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sometimes, we just tend to overlook the little things in life.
for example, just talking to our own siblings.
might be a normal thing but you never know, you never know.
-
like the saying goes,
you'll never know how precious someone/something is until it's gone.
it's always there in every love story and every love song.
we hear it so much that we can even get sick of it.
but fact remains, the statement is so true it'll box you in the face.
especially if it doesn't come to the back of your mind that it could just occur to you.
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death, like sunrise and sunfall, is inevitable.
it happens, it happens.
no way anyone can avoid or stop it.
and keep it mind, death doesn't recognize age.
you might be 27, be at the peak of your career and is flying high.
if you gotta go, you gotta go.
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and likewise,
you might be 22, getting married and graduating with a degree the following year.
but if its your time, and He wants you back, you have to go.
hard fact but thats life. and you got to swallow it, however hard that is.
-
life is unpredictable.
very very unpredictable indeed.
the once deemed, reltaively big family of 7, is no longer big anymore.
things will be different from now on.
-

Siti Khadijah Bte Ahmad (1983 -2005)

We will always love you and u shall remain in our hearts forever. Love jamok.

2005-12-24T00:26:00.000+08:00

after absence for 19 days, im back.
hoho. erm school have been just ok.
im lazy to blog lah. but but, talk abt being an adult, you get this. a chicken little birthday cake. =/

2005-12-05T11:14:00.000+08:00

i feel fun-keh.
yeahh baby yeahhh.

2005-12-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

the random post.
-
does a 1000 pounds hog-zilla exist?
national geographic suggests so.
you people's take.
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i'm falling in love with pools. again. yay.
-
wild hogs are ugly f*ck.
in other words, the pig family is horrible.
-
o'briens is better known as o'myballs.
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sheen u still owe me burger. yay.
-
erm, boredom in tutorial class leads to doing stupid stuff.
like blowing a condom into a balloon. hohoho.
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i love surprises. *throws confetti

2005-11-25T11:42:00.000+08:00

"And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always"

ds. :)

2005-11-11T15:08:00.000+08:00

Demonology and Heartache.
sweet.
-
so, exorcism of emily rose was superb.
like how reviewed in the papers,
it's worth the 4/5 rating.
but i'll give it even more.
the plot and storyline was just perfect.
it was just so smooth.
and the graphic effects of it was good too.
so yes, its a terrific movie indeed.
demonology and heartache.
-
and when we checked the agar plates, this was what we got.

as you can see, the worst hit area was the one with lon's BALLS. *note the capitals letter.
so girls, do avoid those area ey. ;)

2005-11-08T00:05:00.000+08:00

school kicks off with a bang of sleepyness.
almost all lectures are a bore.
ok, i mean all lah.
-
meeting back the frens was great.
meeting the musketeers' even Better. *note the capital B

2005-11-01T00:30:00.000+08:00

i dun give a shits fuck bout anything.

if anyone dun like me, blow me.

the hunger.

well 3 days to raya,

7 days to sch.

oh how i cant wait for sch!

i miss the musketeers. urghh.

everyone been so busy theres no time to meet up.

i miss the nicknamed ppl.

however i dread the morning wake ups. =/

especially those 8 morning classes. *pukes*

gonna get to see the south canteen makcik.

and alberty. and everyone else there is to see.

raya's coming up.

ya raya. oh wells bye.

2005-10-06T02:01:00.000+08:00

no one's perfect.
more of one thing means lesser of the other.
can't escape that.
-
and i just noticed that the real boredom killers are the documentary channels.
namely channel 10,11,12&16.
for those who dunno. go figure!

2005-10-04T13:37:00.000+08:00

i love this song.
lets dance away as we usher in ramadhan. hoho. =)

2005-09-28T12:59:00.000+08:00

play i some music.
this the reggae music. =)
-
slack slack slack all day.
pojarfpowqjfp1j3f1pofj1po3jfpo1jgfkl1gmjlkmlk1gm1...... ok bye.

2005-09-23T01:36:00.000+08:00

exams are over and the hols are in.
the hols are for around 2 weeks before it starts fasting.
time flies. i really mean it.
come to think of it, im halfway through poly.
and before i, or should i say we, know it, it's over.
3 years gonna pass with a blink of the eye.
-
video-ing someone doing their business in the cubicle is fun.
go try it one day!!
-
so the plan for the hols is to get a job and earn millions.
and with the millions, i can erm get stuff?
stuff like:
more tops.
more bottoms.
shoes. (note that its plural k)
her shoe. (note that this one's singular k)
maintain the m.
more $$$$??
and erm. even more $$$$$$???
oh wellsss.
-
so fasting gonna start in 2 weeks ++ time.
lets not get to that shall we. =)))
in the mean time, i shall enjoy myself fully.
yes. enjoy myself fully.
-
so gonna kick off the hols job hunting.
and theres a treat waiting for me. =))
*hint* its round. its from italy. it rhymes with lizza.
go figure!!
and yes. the nyonya's treating.
hohohohoho!!.
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its honeymoon all yr round bebeh..... wohooo!!! =))))

the loved and the deprived.
go figure which's which. =))

2005-09-18T23:45:00.000+08:00

<33>

2005-09-15T11:50:00.000+08:00

why put words into the mouth, when one can't uphold the truth.
why even bother.
empty empty words.

2005-09-14T00:07:00.000+08:00

transparency whatever.
and it shall revolve.

2005-09-13T02:03:00.000+08:00

-
word of the day 'bacheku'

2005-09-12T02:40:00.000+08:00

end of the week,
start of another.
-

-
lyz i want photo thanks. =)

2005-09-08T22:48:00.000+08:00

i misses my long hair.
i miss playing wit it.
i miss looking at it.
i miss touching it.
i sound like a girl. =/

2005-09-06T00:25:00.000+08:00

untie the knots.
-
why the prejudice.
why the money-driven world.
why the chaos.
-
lets get back to basics and live a simple life.

2005-09-05T01:34:00.000+08:00

eye pain, back ache.
tons of reports, for goodness sake.
-
date dues, have passed and gone.
lack of sleep, have to work till dawn
-
exams are coming, have to mug.
oh my goodness, its just my luck
-
chemical and pharmaceutical, technology.
is not a place for anyone to be.
-
Gods creations are beautiful.
even the ones which captures lives.
no denial.
-
personally i would like to express my gratitude to the optical shop in wheelock place,
A1 optical shop or something for their kindness of offering me the consultation.
if it weren't for them, i would still red-eyed and all erm grumpy.
-
i want jamban slips. =/
-
back aches. wrong posture. urggghhh.
-
the date says it all.
im all smiles. =)))))
<333

2005-09-05T01:33:00.000+08:00

eye pain, back ache.
tons of reports, for goodness sake.
-
date dues, have passed and gone.
lack of sleep, have to work till dawn
-
exams are coming, have to mug.
oh my goodness, its just my luck
-

2005-08-31T01:26:00.000+08:00

dian. <33s u times 8173479859111.

2005-08-31T01:25:00.000+08:00

dian. <33333

2005-08-27T01:04:00.000+08:00

delon siew zhen sheng.
thanks you for the everythings.
-
dian sarah.
i hearts u lots. :)

2005-08-25T20:52:00.000+08:00

self delusion is the best way to clear a person's mind.
the reason humans drink, take drugs, get high etc is to free their mind.
-
they delude themselves.
when they get high, they will tend to forget about their problems, sorrow etc.
in other words, instead of looking face to face with their problems,
they look elsewhere so that they don't face the problems.
in reality, the problems will still be there, facing them.
-
i bite my lips and look away.
-
each individual have their own stands and beliefs.
i have my beliefs and standing too.
and i hold firm on to them.
i won't let anything, rather anyone, cross it.
even if it comes at a cost.
-
experiences and mistakes in life are meant to be learnt from.
the only bigger mistakes are not learning from these mistakes.
however, if the mistakes arise again,
do not shoot your ownself.
-
fuck this piece of website.
gaaaahh!!

2005-08-25T00:15:00.000+08:00

found my book back.
wohooo.
thanks to zaiton. =)
-
tomm marks the coming back of the sister.
which means the completion of the family
hurhur. been a year or so.
which also means the house would be cramped.
which gives me the excuse to stay out.
hohohoho!
-
no worries.
*cross finger*

2005-08-22T23:34:00.000+08:00

amanda peet is a beau. like realli.
-
i lost a novel today.
nick earl's perfect skin.
it's those easy reading novels.
and those novels don't come often. urghh.
i have yet t0 finish it.
and to make things worse, i was at the climax of the story.
im bookless now. :(
-
any kind soul who finds the book can return to me please. thank you.

it looks something like this.

and when i mean if any soul finds the book,

i don't mean just where i lost it.

i refer to the bookshops too.

if any soul finds it there get it for me please. thank you.

2005-08-21T01:43:00.000+08:00

i heartss u many2141515152155151! :)

2005-08-18T09:44:00.000+08:00

black pepper udon kick ass.
im done with the cravings.
cept for clam chowder.
grrrr.
-
HOWEVER, fucken gays doesn't kick ass.
instead i want to kick their ass.
a fucken gay wanted to trade seats wit her to sit beside me in the bus.
and he offered fishballs to her to trade the place.
like WAT THE FUCK?!
and even have the cheek to say "its halal"
fucken gay.
if he wants to be gay, that's his problem.
but he doesn't have to go around and disturb others.
-
HMT's over.
gotta get back to class.
OK bye.

2005-08-16T21:43:00.000+08:00

MY FRIEND,
-
MUHAMMAD HAFIZ (043393E)
-
WAS FROM ST JOHN!!!!
-
how shocking is dat?
i mean like, hafiz in the st john!
he in the white uniform (rite?)
running around doing mouth to mouth resucitation.
OH MY GOODNESS.
*shakes head*
WTF was in his head.
teeettooooteeetoooooteeeetooooteeetooo!
-
tennis wit fellow classmates tomm.
we shall unleash the andre gergasi and pete sampah in us.
=)
-
sitting in a public bus for so long results in back pains.
i mean realli bad back pain.
they should have larger and much confortable seats.
now my back hurts. grrrr.
screw busses.
-
its hard to pretend to be someone whom you're not.
especially infront of others.
putting on a mask is not my thing.
awkwardness surrounds.
-
no one or nothing cept Him can stop me now.
im on a one way path of no looking back.
i've crafted my blueprint and no one shall change it.
no one.

2005-08-14T22:03:00.000+08:00

The ten year plan starts.
-
epl starts.
thank goodness!
weekend nights wouldn't be a bore anymore.
couldn't come at a better time.
-
pool drew.
sissoko is shaky.
shaky sissoko. sorry.
he will adapt soon.
and arsenal plays well.
the have telepathy.
every player there is fixed with some intelligent chip.
that makes them communicate well.
arsene wenger is their controller.
-
tomm sch.
math results not out.
math teacher sucky balls!!! grrrrrr.
sorry.-
-
btw lyz,
u wished that i wished that u wished u were cute.
gahhh!! beat that!!!! HOHOHO!
-
i want my fairlady.
grrr.
i want u too.
grrgrr.

2005-08-08T00:27:00.000+08:00

The most ideal beach wear: Trunks with matching goggles. Don't be caught without those shin high socks. And to top it off, comfortable shoes to walk on hot and rough sand. haha. :)

2005-08-07T00:27:00.000+08:00

stay-home saturday. (literally)
beach tomm. yay.
-
dun feed the hunger,
let it be.
in a while longer.
you shall see.
-
not the end,
but just the start.
nothing to mend,
instead just to impart.

2005-08-05T00:27:00.000+08:00

today is the 5th.
i love the 5th.
5th makes me happy.
5th makes other party happy.
so 5ths are a good day.
so everyone shall celebrate 5th.
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for starters, 5th marks the end of the common test weeks.
no more aggressive mugging anymore, just yet.
so people can have a breather for now.
5th also marks a friday, the start of the weekend.
everyone loves weekend, right.
and the list goes on. bla bla bla.
-
personally, i love 5ths. :)
ya. i LOVe 5ths.
-
so reactor systems' the last paper.
which apparently is the most difficult in my opinion.
but wathehell, still must go on.
-
i wants go beaches.
i want feel the sun.
but the sun no come out.
the sun urine rain.
rain come down no sun.
so no beach.
-
mistmatch is a yes-yes now.
i likes. :)
-
for anyones info,
mail order wife is a big no-no.
dun go waste money unnecessarily on it.
its like the suckiest movie ever, cept for the pig scene.
and charlie and the chocolate factory is a good show.
willy wonka's a weird guy. i likes him.
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wanna do sports.
wanna sweat and feel sticky.
wanna eat.
very hungry urghhh.
ok gonna have to go ea
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[edit]
new concept.
new skin.
new song.
enjoy :)

2005-07-24T22:52:00.000+08:00

weekends over.
and no more fooling around.
tomm must start mugging already.
-
iamlazytoblog.bahhhhhhh.

2005-07-20T20:34:00.000+08:00

the acting, the lies, the betrayal.
wonder how some people can live up to these.
honestly, i feel disgusted by these people's actions.
misleading, these people are.
leaving the other parties deserted.
-
crap seh.
hurhur.
erm.. weekend's 1 day away.
tomm is gonna be thursday.
heat and mass, marketing (nt sure), reactor and then finish school!!
TERM BREAK BEBEH!
-
cannot wait.
BUT BUT BUT BUT it'll be spent studying.
i think............................ haha.
i must, i must, i must.
-
i played with paint today.
hurhur. and i sucked at it.
green plus pink looks dirty-ish.
green plus yellow looks mud-ish
-
need to get contacts.
i hates the specs.
i look fugly. ergggg.
-
i wish i could continue.
but i got no idea.
so bye.